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[Knife Girl]

As the title reads, I apologize for being selfish.

About a month ago (I think?) I was banned once again from BoSS's cs_office server. When it happened I was so fed up over the fact it happened again. My eyes went from concentrating on the screen for a possible new shot to the usual ban message and the "Ok" box. I stared at it for a few seconds, blinked, and finally sat back in my chair. All I could ask myself was "What's the point?" as my brain involuntarily told me I need to head to the forum to do another unban request. It's true, I've had to file for an unban several times before. This is probably the 5th ban I have received.

Until a week ago, I completely stopped bothering with CS:S. A few times I'd start it up and try to join the BoSS Office server regularly, only to be turned down and reminded, "Your steamid is banned". So I did something different. I refreshed the server list and picked out a few other servers. Of the servers I have tried playing in, there hasn't been any of them with "decent" players. This is one of the main reasons I stuck with BoSS for so long. The players I have seen and began to know around BoSS office, have been the most interesting challenges. The occasional new player to the server would run into a blatant headshot, but the regular or veteran would put pressure on me. It got to the point where I had to check the player list to know who is in the BoSS server, which of them know what I do, and figure out how I can counter the way they plan to counter how they expect me to play. In theory it sounds easy, but to apply strategies and survive without the next player picking you off, rather tough. Anyway, of the servers I have tried playing on, none of them have proven they can think for themselves, no one has outwitted anything I have thrown at them, and I think their first day on CS:S will always be tomorrow. I know my words are conceited, but I aim for a challenge. I loved the BoSS community for just that, the challenge.

While I respect everyone, I respect the admins more. However, of the admins and players, there are a few I have held above all else. Shadowized, Inertia, Wondergod, and Stonedhatter. Each of you have provided not only a challenge, but also showed support for me, and trust in me. I would never wish to break what trust and support you all have had in me, and I know you'll believe me when I say that I haven't broken that trust yet. I'm sure one, if not all, of you have been put in doubt at least once about me. Whether it's me being a cheater, hacker, liar, and whatever people say or claim, I can assure you I am only me, and that I have yet to let any of you down, unless you believe otherwise.

To one Admin specifically: Mad Hatter
If I were any other person or newbie. I would have probably raged at the things you have said to me and about me. Instead of raging, I laughed to myself. This is not because of your ignorance of truth, but because I truly found what you said hilarious. "Do that again and I'll ban you" is probably funny in the wrong way, but I still laugh when I remember you saying it. Whether you were, or were not, the admin who banned me the last time, I still would like to thank you. You have provided countless challenges in-game, and an even bigger challenge in my mind. I like to not only seek a challenge, but I also look for acceptance from certain people who amaze me. I figure, whoever can provide me a challenge, I will provide them a challenge. I apologize for not providing you an adequate challenge though. This is the reason I have stuck in my head that you cannot accept me as a legit player.



I can say with honesty that I am not looking for an unban, even though I believe it was a mistake, but I can say that this was definitely my favorite server and I'll miss the players :D
Oh and uhh... I'll poke around the forums for a bit until my account it deleted or something.

That is all.


oh oh oh, and a note to server hoppers! If you happen to ever run across some noobfusion server, DO NOT STAYYY. If you shoot and kill an admin who missed you with their AWP, BAAAAAAAAAAN. I had my heart attack of adrenaline afterward, but after seeing banned, all I could do is call my screen a faggot. xD

[DarkShadow]

with a post like that, You should be unbanned.

as a sidenote you should join ventrilo and get to know the members.

[*CHILIDOG*]

as a sidenote you should join ventrilo and get to know the members.

Easiest way to avoid unnecessary bans^. And good post BTW

[Faber]

Wow that took me like 5 minutes to read... Great post, like shadow said get on vent and get to know some of us. We have a great time!!

[Raccoon00]

is this the girl hacker?

Edited by Raccoon00, 18 September 2009 - 12:10 AM.

[Florida_Funk]

......and the cycle starts again.

[nightrider724]

......and the cycle starts again.

realizing your wrong sometimes is the only you can do to redeem youself.
nightrider724

[mr.lively]

Wow that took me like 5 minutes to read... Great post, like shadow said get on vent and get to know some of us. We have a great time!!

lol faber reads on a 4th grade level, that was a minute run through, tops. anyway, i never get above even on when i play with more than 6 or 8 people on the server, my reflexes are just too slow i guess x(. this girl was always making everyone look bad, and i do miss having another godlike player around. they make the team chemistry interesting. i call bs on the not looking for an unban, though. your dont write a page worth of post material 'just' to say good bye and good riddance.

[Jack]

realizing your wrong sometimes is the only you can do to redeem youself.
nightrider724

lol stop watching Dr. Phil

[wondergod]

realizing your wrong sometimes is the only you can do to redeem youself.
nightrider724

dude, lets make out.

[vet.mad hatter]

I do not think i am the one that banned you, but i never liked you because your name! I know your not a women so why the name. Also you camp way to much... f*ck if you want a challenge do not camp in T spawn ,,,, rush be a man and not live up to your girly name.

[WhiteRabbit]

I do not think i am the one that banned you, but i never liked you because your name! I know your not a women so why the name. Also you camp way to much... f*ck if you want a challenge do not camp in T spawn ,,,, rush be a man and not live up to your girly name.

Knife Boy doesn't have the same ring to it?

[Raccoon00]

Gun girl or Knife girl i saw hacking one night, so both are gay

[Cleric]

I banned you.

BoSS|Gun Girl
STEAM_0:0:2806607
7/27/09 6:31pm


If this truly is one of your favorite servers you should want to be apart of this community and participate in it. I expected to have this conversation on the forum about two months ago when I banned you. I am kind of surprised it took you two months to post about one of your favorite servers.

All I could ask myself was "What's the point?" as my brain involuntarily told me I need to head to the forum to do another unban request. It's true, I've had to file for an unban several times before. This is probably the 5th ban I have received.

Having to explain the point kind of defeats it. I know a few admins think you hack and I could care less. You were banned simply for being antisocial (which I realize I have been guilty of lately too). If you were to get on vent or be active on the forum so we could get to know you and maybe find out if you really are a black guy pretending to be a white guy pretending to be an asian chick we wouldn't have to go through this process every 3 to 4 months.

I can assure you I am only me, and that I have yet to let any of you down, unless you believe otherwise.

You disappoint me because this is your 5th ban and you have yet to figure out that the best way not to get banned is to participate in this community by not only being on the server but being on vent and the forum.

Congratz on the unban and hopefully you will continue to post and stay active. Otherwise I look forward to the next unban request you will make in 4 months.

[Vicious]

Damn I haven't seen you in awhile Knife Girl lol.

Btw Cleric, where am I in your wall of shame? I'm sure I've been knifed by you before.

Edited by Vicious, 19 September 2009 - 10:39 PM.

[wondergod]

uhhh

Someone brought this to my attention....

http://steamcommunit...m/id/DarkKnife/

[foxhound100]

uhhh

Someone brought this to my attention....

http://steamcommunit...m/id/DarkKnife/

Profile is private. please explain your meaning

[DarkShadow]

Put on some glasses and have a look under "Gameplay Stats" bro.

[mr.lively]

What is VAC?
The Valve Anti-Cheat System (VAC)

Because nobody likes playing with cheaters.

Playing games should be fun. In order to ensure the best possible online multiplayer experience, Valve developed a state-of-the-art anti-cheat system that automatically detects and permanently bans any player using cheats or hacks on a VAC secured server. What this means to you as a player is that you don't have to worry about annoying cheaters getting an unfair advantage and disrupting your game.

The Valve Anti-Cheat system is only enabled on servers with the secured shield logo and only Valve has the ability to VAC ban a user. While server admins may choose to ban players from playing on their specific servers, they do not have the ability to VAC ban players. The VAC system is automated and contacting Steam Support to report cheaters isn't necessary. Valve has a zero-tolerance policy for cheating and will not lift VAC bans under any circumstances.

For more information about VAC bans visit the Steam Support page.

[Stoned Hatter]

realizing your wrong sometimes is the only you can do to redeem youself.
nightrider724

nightrider724 where is you intro post you put your first post in a topic and never even introduced yourself tis tis a BoSS members first post should be a intro not a jump on a nother thread and no introduction so yeah post your intro man or woman